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Good morning. My last post was cut short because we lost power. I think threre might have been an accident somwhere close. So,I just went to bed early again last night. Theres nothing for me to do. I just run out of things to do. Then all that is left is to just sleep. This entry is really the ending of yesterdays.On my left heal, the bed sore, I think they {doctors} found the right medicine because it's starting to heel up. Which is great. I'm still coughing that "that squeecky" tight cough. Its starting up again. Who knows, that one "feeling" could be apart of this as well. when I get in bed, that softball in a sock feeling feels like my lungs and heart are just hanging and swaying, and it hurts. My head nurse didn't come this week. I still don't know what to think of new agansey {SP} I'm going through. I wish I could go back to my old one. I can't believe that they just dropped all of their clients that have wagers, which include the that really have no one else to turn to. That upset me. This is about all for now. I really do hope that all of you are doing and feeling better. :o) Because this stuff is for the birds. :o) lol

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Good Afternoon. I do wish all of you well on the gorgiues {SP}Day. :o) My computer comitted suicide 2 days ago. I'm using my laptop for now. :o) Ok...I've said this before and am now getting told that after I got out of the hospital, I haven'tal been the same. I do my breathing treatments and listen to what I'm suppose to do. Also, still seems like I have a ways more to get better. Well, at least I think. I Got out on Easter Sunday. I should have lisntened to my doctor. If I do go back in, this time I'm not leaving until "all of me" feels right. Now, I've got this new thing going on "in" my left side. It's kind of hard to explain. Here goes: When I'm getting in my bed, I have to crawl...and each time I feel thing the same thing. I feel "something" inside, like a soft ball size in a sock or somthing that size. So, when I'm getting in bed, I feel this "thing" just

~Now" MY "fire

Ok...I didn't have a major house fire. Thank God for that! This whole situation, to me, does NOT make any sence. 2 nights ago I was in bed asleep, I felt a bee trying to sting my foot....in a dream I was having! So I was moving my foot back and forth to make it go away. My bed was on fire and it was just my top sheet and my qulit! When I jump to get out of bed, I threw the covers that I had over the fire. My smoke detector went off and Jim was on his way to my bed room. I was getting cups of water to throw on it and trying to smother it, and it all took the fire down. The mattres wasn't even bothered?! I have no idea as to how it started and all of the other "unexplainables." The picutes I'm posting is of the only burn/injury that I substained. I dropped to the floor and thanked God for sparing me in that horrandes fire. I'm so jumpinenger then before and I haven't stopped shaking since then. The picures show alot but to see my burn is bad. It's deep. I called my doctor to get some medince for it. Because she said she wouldn't give me any until she "sees" me! I'm half tempted to just show up there and make her see me. Ok...on with more photos: