Friday, May 8, 2009
~Releasing a bit.
I can't believe how long it's been since I last posted an entry. :o) Well here I am now and hoping that you all are doing and feeling great today! :o) I've been back and forth to the stupid ER and my pulminary doctor. There are a lot of changes thats going to happen in my life from now on. They didn't find any cancer in my right lung, which is great! Whew! But, the doctor "can't" check my left lung because of the shape that it is in. My heart leaning on my left lung and my lung drooping from this. It's been abit harder to breath lately as well. My pulminary doctor gave me nitroglycerin pills. For him to do something like that, is serious. He doesn't give me anything unless he really feels it's the last thing to be done to help. Which is good and scary at the same time to me. Only because I know how he does thing. I do trust him alot. On my left foot, I have a bed sore that is getting bad a bit at a time. It's now to the point of it just bleeding in the area that really hurts me. I'm suppose to bed in bed with my foot up to help it for now until I see my gp. My hands broke out again. lol Good Grief...Just sitting here writing this is nothing but a repeat! lol aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :p Yes, I do laugh all the time, and I do still have my down days as well. I still have my ms and fibro to manage too. My body is getting way too many medical things, and I'm wondering how much more. :o) Geesh! Well....I have that new agency I went with, and not really sure if I like them or not. It's just going to take awhile to get used to. I also have TIA strokes. He told me abit about them, but I still need to look up more information on this. My diabeties has been going up and down this whole time since I've been home frome the hospital. I give myself a shot,and things are better. I never thought that I could do that. I don't even feel them. :o) My legs are also starting to swell up. That can't happen. Because my lungs and heart will be affected. Scary. Ok.......enough of my pissing and moanig. I want you all to just laugh and don't let the little things bother you. Lifes too short. I do care and love all of my readers. :o) God bless all of you.