~Just another day.

Good afternoon! I sure hope that everyone is doing ok today! :o) I've thanked God that nothing has changed! ....from the last that I posted. Well, actually yes it has and to the good! The sister that I've told you who could care less about me and that I've lied about my illnesses.....She came over before Christmas. We had a much needed talk and it went well. Right now, I truley need my family and shes apart of it. Shes been droping by every now and then when she has the time. She works full time and is going to collage to study health...I can't remember what its called. lol I can just remember that it's in the catagory of health. lol :o) She and my niece came over yesterday. I just cried on her shoulder. I've missed her, plus I'm alone all day and it was so nice to have an adult conversation for once. And you know the sad thing about this is? If our mom finds out that she comes over now, she will literally be pissed! Now I can have a relationship with our younger sister! You know, If I just sat down and told someone about everything about my life, (which I still want to write a book) they wouldn't believe me. Know that I'm not implying I'm more worse than everyone. Anyways, she going to come over again today! She told me that even if dh woulden't want her here, she said that she would just come when he wasn't here. WOW! How cool is that! Dh had called over to my bestfriends and said that we couldn't be friends anymore. And in my heart and soul, thats what I that she would do too. :o( It's been over a year now since I've seen her. And I never got any closuer. And thats why I guess it still hurts. Well no, it's because I'm not the one who ended! Because her and I always talked. ok, crying, moving on..... My nurse came yesterday to fill my medicine. She usually comes on Thursdays. Thats ok with me because Thursdays are my busy days. And I'm so glad that my sister will be here! :o) And I'm pretty sure that my son and my daughter and grandbabies will be here too! YAY! My family. My foot is starting to feel a bit better, and thats always good! :o) My shoulder is just killing me though. I wear my sling and I'm still having alot of deep pain. It'll pass. I'll just have to ride through it. :o) I need to go back to bed and prop it baxk up. :o) Lisa