Hello! Firstly, I want to thank Amanda for her letter and gifts. :o) That really cheered me up! Thank you sweetie! I'm still here and have been on but not for long periods at a time. It's been 2 months since I've had any type of pain pills. So, I've been in lots of pain. The journay from my bed to this computer isn't that far at all, but when you stand and your spine feels like plaster crumbling, my feet bleeding from the stupid gross stuff that I still have on my hands and feet. And my muscle cramps and then last but not least, my bones aching. Yikes! I've actually been living in my bed. I watch tv. Thats all I have to do. Today when my aid was here, I told here that I'm really truly going stir crazy! Because I have absolutly nothing to do and nothing but to sit and lay in pain. I thought about going to the er just to get a shot. Everytime I go there they give me a shot for my pain right before I leave. Plus, they've up'ed my pain meds to percicet {SP}. And yes, that did actually work! Took long enough. lol I can't type much more because of my hands. Just wanted to let you know I'm alright, just living in my bed. It really warmed my heart to get the emails asking about me and why I haven't posted in awhile. :o) God bless all of you! Lisa