Monday, June 22, 2009

Hello all...hoping that you're feeling great today! :o) It's very beautiful here. Dh got the baby pool out and the slip and slide pretty much most of the water fun for my grandsons. It has been way too hot and humid for me.As soon as I get to the back door, I'm already out of breath! What it feels like is a "smothering" feeling. Ijust hand over the camcorder to someone that'll take it for me. Andrew wasn't in the movies, he was naping.When I can get another tape, then I'll get him! lol I've also been having the same troublams withmy lungs like I was when I was admitted to the hospital. But this time it's my left lung thats giving me a fit. bummer! So that kind of bothers me alot! Remember when I was in the hospital the last time, my doctor wouldn't even touch that lung to clear it out! Because it could kill me. I've been doing my breathing treaments and my daughter was here last night. She said, "Doesn't that put moore moisture in your lungs?" Yes, she's right and I'm going tp stop doing the nebulizer. I wasn't thinking about what that was for. Just too much on my mind I suppose. Dh took me to the ER last week. He was worried about me. I already knew that I had plerisy in my left lung. the ex-en I rayes showed that I had it in both ! :o( I've had {SP} plerisy before. I would get it all the time when I was younger. And boy it hurts so bad in my left lung. I also had another tia bummer#2. I can't even count how many times not to get me all upset and hurt my feelings. And I'm the one thats paying the price for it. The moor of those I whave, the closer a true stroke will happen! gggrrrr! And I don't want to have one of those. not yet. NOT EVER! Well, I've finally got it down on whitch pain is what now. Phew....Kind of took awhile, but I've done it. :o) I'm home bound. All I'm abole to do is to cash my check, with dh's help, go to my with my home health aides help, and then to CVS to fill my scripts, with dh or home health aide. And I'm not driving. So,my bed is where I live. Ick! I have to be in there because of bairconditioner. I havee it set on 60.Out heres temp is set on 71. Well, my son and his girlfriend have broken up. After almost 6 years together, and being i butngaged as well. Hes doing ok right now. She most have riped him to shreds! his self asteem has always been low,but OMG...when he showed up here...I just hugged him and didn't want to let go of him. Hes alot better, but no one knows what happened, he hasn't told anyone. I'w.d like to know because I'm a nosey mom, but also so maybe I can give him some help. He really needs our prayers right now. He's been keeping himself busy by helping around the house for dh. I did ask him for a favor for me...he made this room into a sitting room! YAY! So now when I have company, so now we can sit in here.:o) I need to end, i'm starting to get over heated. God bless you! Lisa

9 comments:

Dianne said...

My dear friend Lisa.
If God brings you to it, he will bring you through it.
Your Okie friend,
Dianne

Gerry said...

Lisa, I think you can do everything you can to help yourself and from then on it IS in God's hands, and he knows as his hand is on your pulse. I know your family needs you to be with them as long as possible because you have an amazing ability to enjoy life and them no matter how sick you are. I personally have never witnessed anyone who has kept their sense of humor so intact through such trials. I always give a thought to you and a prayer that you will not suffer too much but will be able to stay with your family and us as long as possible. Gerry

Sugar said...

just stopping by to say hi. wanted to let you know i have you in my thoughts & prayers.
huggies...

LYN said...

GOOD TO SEE A POST FROM YOU HUN....WOW YOU GUYS SET YOUR A/C LOW!! WE KEEP OURS ON 76...

TAKE CARE...I MISS ALL THE JLANDERS DON'T YOU?? SO I AM ALWAYS THRILLED TO GET AN "ALERT"

Connie said...

LISA-dear Lisa-I hate your having to got hrough all this..you are such a sweet gal and I hate it that you have so many problems..but you always have a happy heart...
Love you sweet gal,,,
Connie

Sybil said...

Hi Lisa, sorry that you are not feeling any better, However I agree with you about that weather. yesterday over here it was very "steamy" as well and I had trouble getting about. It seems as if it is going to be the same today...still thankfully I have a nice house and friends who will be in in a while and so long as I stay indoors I will be fine..I might even strat to try and do some knitting today. The baby unit at the hospital always needs tiny prem. baby things...
Keep smiling,
Much Love Syil xx

Linda's World said...

I can't stand the heat & humidity either. I'm glad I live in western Washington. It rarely gets too hot. Today is supposed to be 75* and that's perfect. I'm off to the movies with a couple friends and then home to work in my yard. Linda in Washington state

CINDY said...

happy to hear you have your sitting room. so sorry about your son and his girlfriend.

((((hugs))))

Jeannette said...

Letting you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and always will be. You are an amazing lady. So sorry to hear about your son, but he has a very supportive Mum and that is something money cannot buy. He will find just the right person, Please stop by and visit me when you can.