Sunday, August 30, 2009


The pictures that I've posted are taken in my heaven. I've had to hold on tight and still am and this is what I think about,my heaven, to get through it all. Yeserday was my 46th birthday. No... I feel the same as I have. :o) It's my soul tat feels so young! yes, my body is taking a pretty bad time with it. Bummer. My babies got my a card and the two medium size hearsts that have beautiful messassasges on them :o) I cried. I got to have Red Lobster For my dinner. YAY! It had to be caryy out and thats fine by my! ;o) i've been home bown for awile now. Not at all happy with that one. I'm not to be left alone at ALL. I've finally got to see Twilight. So I'm not considered a nerd anymore! LOL. now I just love to see the again. So now according to my kids now, I'm not a nerd! LOL Thats good . lol :o) WellI"i've also lost 15 lbs. AND ANOTHER Yyay! I don't know how In the world I;ve.done it because I have to stay in bed.My exercize is walking around the house and going to see my doctors. Well Yes, I am using my wheel cheer. Thanking God that I DO still have my legs still. My left thumb nail isn't doing to well and shouldn't be too much longer to fall off. Gosh... I wish it would hurry. :o) This Purias {SP} Exima is really taking over my body in ways I'd never thought. Well...I really thought it would stay like it was, nope. Maybe I should take pictures t document this stuff as well. It's nasty! Ick! Each month I get my diabetic supplys, and also boxes of wound supplys. Plus all of my medicines that I have. Dh does my feet at night because It's hard for me to do it when they , need to be irrigated as well, then rubbed with a kind of ruff guage to get all of that hanging skin off. My hands are the same and it makes me so sick to my stomich. Those are just the major places, but there are patches all over. It's not catchy even though it looks like I have lepersee. But the kicker is ngthat it IS catchy to ME! lol Now ain't that just the oddest thing. lol Wel, I'm proving it because I keep catching it! gggrrr! They Dh and my nurse and aid, are talking about moving my room back into this room. Because it's bigger and they all need more room around my bed.And I just goIt this room just the way I wanted it, my footon and my lounge chair and now coffee table. It looks so nice. but its out of my hands now. :o) I'm going to go now. The reason havent wrote in so long is becouse I'm not well enough. And I'd love to know whats been happening with all of you. OH....Don't forget to sign my book before you leave,even if you don't comment. It's down at the bottom of my page. LISA Lisa


Paul Blake said...

You are probably going to be angry at me Lisa for saying this a lot of people get angry at me because they are sick, scard and tired and think they have heard this information before and it does not work. I am one who knows that it does work from experience so I can not stop saying it hoping as many people as possible will see the truth. Some people tell me "oh I did natural it did not work for me" and I say "oh did you?" I tell them "I did natural it kicked my ass, I felt like I took on a very intense second job because I was doing something natural every waking hour." Some of the things I did were the most rigorous things I have ever done in my life. My family thought I was nuts and going to kill myself. Now if you feel that that was the natural that you did do not bother reading any further otherwise read-on. You have MS that is a tough one I only had prostate cancer yours is a tougher disease I am not in your league. Ms I know is an autoimmune disease and I know that these diseases are interesting and scary there are approximately 80 to 100 with another 40 waiting for a name. Medical science cannot explain why and has not found a cure for even one. You can trigger one of them just by having an auto accident, taking aspirin, medication or by starting a new exercise routine, even too much stress says latest research. When I had cancer the ND said "Look for the root, it is in the basics beginning with what has been on your fork, what toxins are in still in your body, what exercise do you do, what stress is in your life, what is your spiritual base". Since I cured my cancer 20 years ago I have learned that scientific arrogance has led us down the wrong path that we better stop and take a close look at what is happening. I also know that this month 144 new chemicals which are part of the MS problem will be added too industry with no oversight control at all. Autoimmune disease is the worst kind of contradiction; for a MS sufferer you are attacking your own body with your immune system, a world upside down. You have been changed by your disease and the only way I know of to stop that is to change back as hard as you can. I still do that today because I have a cancer monkey on my back that wants to destroy me like it did my father and grandfather. All I have to do is go along like everyone else and it will run right over me. All you need is a hard stubborn head that will not be pushed or changed by anything and you can win.


Gerry said...

I love hearing from you. And as usual your soul is so much alive in what you write even though you are laboring in an ailing body. It's hard to picture this stuff attacking your hands and feet. I wouldn't mind a photo. Your photos have helped me to see just what is going on with you. As usual you continue to have an upbeat attitude that is amazing to me. I went on Facebook now. and you are my friend even when you can't get there! Gerry

Arlene (AJ) said...

Happy belated birthday dear. Have been hoping to see a post from you, was concerned. Not a good time health wise, but just keep taking it one day at a time and find something to enjoy and laugh about each day, believe it keeps us all going. Take care. Bless you.

Bre said...

Please look into natural healing.
All of your dis-eases are the bodies way of saying I am overloaded. Read and research read and research until you are tired.
Check out the link between candida and ms, cfs etc.
This time last year I was almost bedridden after taking 6 years of Lisinopril which is a bp med. It destroyed my body and my immune system.
Research coconut oil and its benefits and all the lies we have been told.