Hello all...hoping that you're feeling great today! :o) It's very beautiful here. Dh got the baby pool out and the slip and slide pretty much most of the water fun for my grandsons. It has been way too hot and humid for me.As soon as I get to the back door, I'm already out of breath! What it feels like is a "smothering" feeling. Ijust hand over the camcorder to someone that'll take it for me. Andrew wasn't in the movies, he was naping.When I can get another tape, then I'll get him! lol I've also been having the same troublams withmy lungs like I was when I was admitted to the hospital. But this time it's my left lung thats giving me a fit. bummer! So that kind of bothers me alot! Remember when I was in the hospital the last time, my doctor wouldn't even touch that lung to clear it out! Because it could kill me. I've been doing my breathing treaments and my daughter was here last night. She said, "Doesn't that put moore moisture in your lungs?" Yes, she's right and I'm going tp stop doing the nebulizer. I wasn't thinking about what that was for. Just too much on my mind I suppose. Dh took me to the ER last week. He was worried about me. I already knew that I had plerisy in my left lung. the ex-en I rayes showed that I had it in both ! :o( I've had {SP} plerisy before. I would get it all the time when I was younger. And boy it hurts so bad in my left lung. I also had another tia bummer#2. I can't even count how many times not to get me all upset and hurt my feelings. And I'm the one thats paying the price for it. The moor of those I whave, the closer a true stroke will happen! gggrrrr! And I don't want to have one of those. not yet. NOT EVER! Well, I've finally got it down on whitch pain is what now. Phew....Kind of took awhile, but I've done it. :o) I'm home bound. All I'm abole to do is to cash my check, with dh's help, go to my with my home health aides help, and then to CVS to fill my scripts, with dh or home health aide. And I'm not driving. So,my bed is where I live. Ick! I have to be in there because of bairconditioner. I havee it set on 60.Out heres temp is set on 71. Well, my son and his girlfriend have broken up. After almost 6 years together, and being i butngaged as well. Hes doing ok right now. She most have riped him to shreds! his self asteem has always been low,but OMG...when he showed up here...I just hugged him and didn't want to let go of him. Hes alot better, but no one knows what happened, he hasn't told anyone. I'w.d like to know because I'm a nosey mom, but also so maybe I can give him some help. He really needs our prayers right now. He's been keeping himself busy by helping around the house for dh. I did ask him for a favor for me...he made this room into a sitting room! YAY! So now when I have company, so now we can sit in here.:o) I need to end, i'm starting to get over heated. God bless you! Lisa

Anyone want to change bodies? :o)

Geesh, its been a time since my last post! Oh, no, it's not at all because I've been busy...LOL {i wish} I'm still using my laptop. I know now how to fix my}computer. {well, 99.9%} sure. :o) For the past weeks now, I've been taking care of my feet. Right foot has the burn and is looking great by the way! Left foot the horrid bedsore. Yikes that really hurts. When I get it all clean and with the cream on it, it doesn't yell at me so much. :p I also have to keep it to were the heel is not resting on anything. I have a blanket that I have rolled up for it to lay on that to have it dangle. It's not to rest on anything. I freaked when I seen the black skin! :o( We all know what that is. Ick! My burn is almost gone now. YAY! It's really icthing pretty bad,and I can't scratch it! lol I do have some anti- itch cream that I put around the bandage. I had a doctors appointment yesterday. My home health aide took me. She remembers the important things that I always forget. But the funny thing, I've been sick all week with a fever of 101.8. ....and we both said the things we had on paper, But were to get my 5 scripts and came home. Then I remembered! LOL It wasn't on my list...so I didnt mention it! LOL Geez! I need to end this. Thanks for droping by! i

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Good morning. My last post was cut short because we lost power. I think threre might have been an accident somwhere close. So,I just went to bed early again last night. Theres nothing for me to do. I just run out of things to do. Then all that is left is to just sleep. This entry is really the ending of yesterdays.On my left heal, the bed sore, I think they {doctors} found the right medicine because it's starting to heel up. Which is great. I'm still coughing that "that squeecky" tight cough. Its starting up again. Who knows, that one "feeling" could be apart of this as well. when I get in bed, that softball in a sock feeling feels like my lungs and heart are just hanging and swaying, and it hurts. My head nurse didn't come this week. I still don't know what to think of new agansey {SP} I'm going through. I wish I could go back to my old one. I can't believe that they just dropped all of their clients that have wagers, which include the that really have no one else to turn to. That upset me. This is about all for now. I really do hope that all of you are doing and feeling better. :o) Because this stuff is for the birds. :o) lol

hELLO...GOOD AFTERNOON.This is sort of a "touch base" kind of entry. My hands get all cramping. And when my daughter wants to talk to me she texts me. I just end up calling, makes my hands feel better. :o) On Sunday, dh took me out to Wal-Mart. Thats the second time I've been out of this house just this year. 3 if you count the hospital. We spent 2 hours in wal-mart! And he didn't do no growling either. :p I had my list and it took me all that time to find them. I guess you could say it was sort of like a treasure hunt. LOL Oh about my doctors appointment last Friday...I wanted my home health aide to go with me, because it's getting harder for me to talk anymore, she was my voise. She also has a better vocabulary then I do too! LOL I want to make thid short...The burns are 2nd degree burns, my left heal doesn't look good at all, pretty much have to look at it all the time to check on it, not good at all. I'd be very surpised if it does heal. My hands are getting so much worse. This time around it's my right hand thats the worse one. A big OUCHIE! The doctor just about fainted when she seen all of the things that I was trying to discribe to her on the phone so I could get in to see her sooner. And the main thing that made sit down while having her nervoise breakdown, was that I take insulin shots! Now see, I assumed she knew all of this and had my records from the hospital. That appointment went very good. I got all of my scripts, and maybe she'll understand that I'm not messing around when I tell her about something wrong. My son come in today. :o) He had his work cloths to wash and he wanted to take a shower as well. I Ordered take out and it was so nice to visit with him. :o) I really need to go. hands are killing me. gggrrr. Giving hugs to all of you! And My ciggs. are on the back porch. :o) Gods Blessings to all! ~~And this is what makes me happy! Just to dance.

~Releasing a bit.

I can't believe how long it's been since I last posted an entry. :o) Well here I am now and hoping that you all are doing and feeling great today! :o) I've been back and forth to the stupid ER and my pulminary doctor. There are a lot of changes thats going to happen in my life from now on. They didn't find any cancer in my right lung, which is great! Whew! But, the doctor "can't" check my left lung because of the shape that it is in. My heart leaning on my left lung and my lung drooping from this. It's been abit harder to breath lately as well. My pulminary doctor gave me nitroglycerin pills. For him to do something like that, is serious. He doesn't give me anything unless he really feels it's the last thing to be done to help. Which is good and scary at the same time to me. Only because I know how he does thing. I do trust him alot. On my left foot, I have a bed sore that is getting bad a bit at a time. It's now to the point of it just bleeding in the area that really hurts me. I'm suppose to bed in bed with my foot up to help it for now until I see my gp. My hands broke out again. lol Good Grief...Just sitting here writing this is nothing but a repeat! lol aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :p Yes, I do laugh all the time, and I do still have my down days as well. I still have my ms and fibro to manage too. My body is getting way too many medical things, and I'm wondering how much more. :o) Geesh! Well....I have that new agency I went with, and not really sure if I like them or not. It's just going to take awhile to get used to. I also have TIA strokes. He told me abit about them, but I still need to look up more information on this. My diabeties has been going up and down this whole time since I've been home frome the hospital. I give myself a shot,and things are better. I never thought that I could do that. I don't even feel them. :o) My legs are also starting to swell up. That can't happen. Because my lungs and heart will be affected. Scary. Ok.......enough of my pissing and moanig. I want you all to just laugh and don't let the little things bother you. Lifes too short. I do care and love all of my readers. :o) God bless all of you.

Just a few words. I'm still weak and I don't get on the computer very often at all. Not like me. I've been busy getting used to this new agancy that I'm going with. They're from the hospital. I know, that doesn't make it any better either. :o) I'm just telling myslef that. lol :o) Somebody does come everyday. lol..it's to the point to where I had no idea who was who and for what! So I asked if they could please write their names down and what day they're here. I'm so grateful for having them come here to my own home. I'm just having problems with my hips and legs. This morning when I woke up, my left side of my face was numb! I looked in the mirror to see if their were any damage. I was really hoping it was a spider bite, or somthing like that. My home health aide comes tomorror. Yay! :o) We have fun together. It's dh's cousin. She comes on Tuesdays and on Thursdays. I got off track again....I'm trying to catch myself doing that. :o) My nurse this morning took alook at me and said to make a doctors appoinment. But don't worry about now. And to go get and bed and rest! Oh Sure...I can rest?! I don't think so. lol I know what I need...I don't need to be in that stupid bed all the time. What I need is to see my daughter and my babies! :o) They can heal me. lol My son has been coming to town everyday this week and of course he cheers me up too. lol The first night that he came over, I was up watching t.v. with my lights off. All of the sudden, my door s l o w l y crept open and it was him! Whew! LOL He scared the crap out of me! LOL I told him to come on in so he could get cooled down. It's so good to see him doing so much better now too. So at nights, I'll listen for him. :o) He's come all but one. He has asthma and I worry about him when it gets humid and hard to breath. He was a baby when he was diagnosd. Here lately I've been staying up watching those old movies again on TCM. Even the silent ones. Those are my favorites because they had to really make their face and body so believable to get it across to the audiance. Now thats acting. :o) I suppose I'm done talking. S0.....thats, thats then! :o)

~Careful

Good evening/morning to you all. I hope everyone and their families are doind doing well. :o) I had all of this stuff I wanted to write about, then I forgot all of it! gggrrr. Oh well, it might come back to me. Did you even know that my mom still doesn't know what all has happened to me and why I was in the hospital. I just really need to talk about it. /she doesn't even know I had a tia stroke, pnuemonia, bronchitis and black patches filled both lungs. I lost 10 pounds though!! Yay! :o) How? I have no idea! lol My lungs are fillind up again. It also looks as though as my body is swelloning again.

You just have to see these pictures of my youngest grandson! Too cute. :o) I hope they come out right. lol

Boy I sure hope these pictures turned out. They are just too cute! :o) My youngest grandson just turned the big 1 . :o) I can rememeber when we had Kayden's 1 party. :o) Wow! They're really growing up fast. The party was at the park that we live by. And it was in the building they have. I went for most of it, my chest is still in pain, and Dh brought me back home. Just that little excursion was hard on me. Good grief! Sometimes I feel like I'm at least 100 years old. My new nurse came in this morning to take my vitals. They were pretty good. My sugar was high. I find that to be odd when I haven't done anything wrong. Oh well. :o) Will, I'm starting to get dizzy again. That needs to stop as well. Bye, Lisa

A possible log

As most of you know, I really havent been feeling well. My regret was that I had a choice, stay until I'm better or get out for Easter. I should have sayed. So, Im back to squeer one it seems. My daughter, Kayden and my sister and her husband I know I wouldn't have made it through the night. I'm gping to write down what was said...and this was from the attending doctor......a stroke, secere bronchiris, Phemonia, black patches in both lungs. He couldn't really do anything becasw haw weak it was and he said he didn't want ne ri have a heaer attack. I'm Glad. I was also going in and out of conscsious.The next day, I had to ask my daughter and sister "What happened?" Then My sugar was going pretty high, so they showed me how to use the needle and everything. I did it and I didn't even feel a thing. :o) Before I left the hospital, they took a ct on my right sh`older. The doctor thought it might be a problem with my rotaters cuff. my best friend had that. I do have some great news! I've been practicibg this in my bedroom. I can walk with out my cane!!! "YAY" :p I can't be up for too lomg, but whar matters to me is that I do it! Crossing fingers toes and eyes! I've dot to get this down. lol May today be all you need it to be. May the peace of God and the freshness of the Holy Spirit rest in your thoughts, rule in your dreams tonight, and conquer all your fears. May God manifest himself today in ways you have never experienced. May your joys be fulfilled, your dreams be closer, and your prayers be answered. I pray that faith enters a new height for you; I pray that your territory is enlarged. I pray for peace, healing, health, happiness, prosperity, joy, true and undying love for God.

Update from hospital

This is Lisa's daughter Nena using her laptop from the hospital. She had her lung biopsy this morning. So far, doctor hasn't came back with any results. The reason she had to get a lung biopsy is because they found black patches on her lungs. She has been breathing so much better now. She also hasn't had a cigarette since Thursday when she got admitted. YAY! She said she is DONE SMOKING!! :) Kudos for her! She is so thankful for all of your concerns and prayers. She has been using a nebulizer & has breathing treatments every 4 hours/day. Thanks to those treatments, mom is sounding & feeling A LOT better. She is not expecting any cards or gifts. All she wants is all of your prayers. There was definitely an angel watching over her on Thursday. She said once she pressed her button to get the squad to take her to the hospital, they said there was already laterone on their way. That is fate right there! My turn to thank you. :o) I've been in this hospital since Thursday without my computer! I was having withdraws. lol. I was and am having problms typing as well. I do feel so blessed to have my life! I would hhave been died within two weeks. They're really taking great care of me and it takes alot for me to say that about this hospital, they've kept me! :o) I'm going to have to write more at another .

Wine and Water To my friend who enjoys a glass of wine...and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whisky or other liquor), because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health. Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.

~Just another day.

Good afternoon! I sure hope that everyone is doing ok today! :o) I've thanked God that nothing has changed! ....from the last that I posted. Well, actually yes it has and to the good! The sister that I've told you who could care less about me and that I've lied about my illnesses.....She came over before Christmas. We had a much needed talk and it went well. Right now, I truley need my family and shes apart of it. Shes been droping by every now and then when she has the time. She works full time and is going to collage to study health...I can't remember what its called. lol I can just remember that it's in the catagory of health. lol :o) She and my niece came over yesterday. I just cried on her shoulder. I've missed her, plus I'm alone all day and it was so nice to have an adult conversation for once. And you know the sad thing about this is? If our mom finds out that she comes over now, she will literally be pissed! Now I can have a relationship with our younger sister! You know, If I just sat down and told someone about everything about my life, (which I still want to write a book) they wouldn't believe me. Know that I'm not implying I'm more worse than everyone. Anyways, she going to come over again today! She told me that even if dh woulden't want her here, she said that she would just come when he wasn't here. WOW! How cool is that! Dh had called over to my bestfriends and said that we couldn't be friends anymore. And in my heart and soul, thats what I that she would do too. :o( It's been over a year now since I've seen her. And I never got any closuer. And thats why I guess it still hurts. Well no, it's because I'm not the one who ended! Because her and I always talked. ok, crying, moving on..... My nurse came yesterday to fill my medicine. She usually comes on Thursdays. Thats ok with me because Thursdays are my busy days. And I'm so glad that my sister will be here! :o) And I'm pretty sure that my son and my daughter and grandbabies will be here too! YAY! My family. My foot is starting to feel a bit better, and thats always good! :o) My shoulder is just killing me though. I wear my sling and I'm still having alot of deep pain. It'll pass. I'll just have to ride through it. :o) I need to go back to bed and prop it baxk up. :o) Lisa